Wired.

I am annoyed of everything and everyone.
I don't know why, I don't know how.
I just am.
It's not that I hate anyone.
I don't hate anything.
Today was the first time I've felt dizzy from being wired.
From the crumbs on the bathroom floor to going to forever 21.
It was pure annoyance.
I almost burst into tears when things didn't go my way.

Could it be I have a bipolar disorder?
Could it be I am that much of a fucking baby?
What was it that caused all this.

I'm scared..
Maybe it's everything finally catching up to me.
I'm still dizzy and I can't think straight.

I need to step it down a notch before I hurt someone.
I even let my sister walk home alone.
Yes, I am that annoyed.

Weird. I've never been high off of annoyance.
Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.

My mind is slowly slipping away.

Over the tiniest things.... god I need to see a psychiatrist. fast.
I've tried everything to make myself feel better.

I took it out on my poor loves.
How do I crawl out of this state of mind?