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let the earth shake
as the faces we wear tears away
if the heavens divide,
will the stars come crashing down from the sky?
when did we write on our hearts that this stage is all we're meant for?
it's like our heads are floating in the clouds
we can't see the bottom of it all
when will I learn that I know nothing of your love?
when will I be able to love with my arms open wide?
beneath these bones I have soul to create
this rotten flesh spoil me with such fate
maker of mine do you hover the sky above?
maker of mine do you cover the space and time?

If angel like chords were put together
By the hands of a genius writer
His songs couldn't describe
This heart wrenching beauty before my eyes
I took some shots straight to the head
At the thought of you with someone else
I drove down the 91 east
To find your red lips on my cheeks

discretely I crawl out from under this skin
their voices whisper in my ear, they're in my head
I no longer know where my body has been
when I'm alone I laugh at the people I mislead
pull the knife out of your throat
your not real, you were never real
evidently I know I should keep my mouth shut
for the normal will stare me down in fear
my words are spent, I pour blood from this cut
you haven't seen what I have seen my dear
my mother fights the demons inside of me
these bite marks are evidence that you know nothing about me

the voices they whisper in my ear
scare those afraid of emptiness
they are not what they appear
fear is the root of loneliness
pull the knife out of your throat
your not real, you were never real

If I was a god I would make all the people the same color
No matter what the law says they will judge to make you look smaller
The color of your eyes and your skin shouldn't define your existence
Tiny is the man who asks for heavens after dictation of a genocide
The stronger you are the bigger your heart like the ocean
Oh sleep is so good when the world spins to fight against you

Safety In The Snow

Where do you go when your far from me,
When the whites of your eyes turn bloody?
Those hands held me through my younger days
With the snow, your deepest love has washed away
This ladder was being built inside of me
To love the ones who would kill me
Where did I go wrong?
You've dug so deep into my heart
Was fate the better hand form the very start
I'm living stronger to your distance
With nothing I challenge my existence
Those hands give me hope for better days
Because your hands gave me a life to stay
This ladder was being built inside of me
To love the ones who would kill me

The problem of evil

Evil is indicated as not our doings
It happens to us in misfortune
Here we have these causes in variety
Maladies of the spirit or anxiety
Death of the ones you don't want to lose
Prospect of one's own death
You dare disrespect and diminish integrity
Caged by this sin and suffering
Evil a violent excess by human
Lamentation and blame

No purpose

Did these walls always bleed?
When my knuckles were sore
From my mother's hands I feed
Love was for myself and more
Time will never heal my regrets
Sacrificed her for this realization
To such cruelty I placed my bets
My existence is the work of nothing
Left in the dark with the world
On shattered bottle and skull
Hands race to a knife so dull
The crows flew drenched in cold
I'm more alive then my mother
With her smile not any other
This is a tale that I never tell
To the dark notes these words sell

I am nothing with no purpose

Miles and Miles

How less is the one who needs saving
The ones worth the clouds mean nothing
Depth is how deep you want it to be
Impersonal source do you keep me waiting?
Give me the answer you want to hear
Poison, the words drip from your fear
Self authentication, nobodies wrong
Grow inside of me, ignorance holds strong
Flesh of flesh bare me with such fate
Under the bones, I have soul to create
Longer does the emotions take over my body
Living alone is pain but dying is lonely
I've got a demon caged inside of me
This slave is sure that I'm not free
It says I'm locked inside my morals

Help me escape. Help me escape.